I have many insecurities. One thing that bugs me is what other people are thinking and saying about me. It always bothers the living daylights out of me to see people whisper and talk behind someone's back, including my own. I'm always worried that I've done something wrong, said something stupid or I look completely stupid which ties in with my biggest insecurity… my weight. I’ve always been fat. In 2007 I really hit rock bottom. I quit drinking pop, started eating healthier, started riding my bike again and working out. I lost quite a bit of weight but I’m still way too heavy. I’m still working on get thin and healthy but I don’t think it will ever happen. It sucks!